Tuesday, March 29, 2011

I'm ANGRY!!

I'm ANGRY because you pursued me relentlessly and told me you wanted me to be your girlfriend..
I'm ANGRY because I learned things about you through others !

I'm ANGRY because you LIED to me
I'm ANGRY because I can't tell you how angry I am

I'm ANGRY because you led me to believe you wanted a life with me
I'm ANGRY because I don't know if anything you said was ever true!

I'm ANGRY because I screwed 4 years of my life!!
I'm ANGRY that I can never believe in love..
I'm ANGRY because  I fell in love with you.

I'm ANGRY because  I tried so hard!!
I'm ANGRY because I was never so happy..
I'm ANGRY because I can't just set things right!!

I'm ANGRY because colleagues and random strangers ask me to smile!
I'm ANGRY that I believed for so long that you loved me!

I'm ANGRY because  I haven't moved on..
I'm ANGRY because I'm burning!!
I'm ANGRY because  I've killed myself crying my lungs out!

I'm ANGRY because I can NEVER EVER have an honest conversation with you!
I'm ANGRY because everything around me reminds me of you..
I'm ANGRY that I DON'T know you..

I'm ANGRY I TRUSTED YOU!!

I'm ANGRY I LOVED YOU LIKE I DID..



9 comments:

Linda Bob Grifins Korbetis Hall said...

powerful sentiments, well penned.
you rock.

:)

Linda Bob Grifins Korbetis Hall said...

powerful sentiments, well penned.
you rock.

:)

The Poet said...

WoW! That's a lot of anger! Best to let it all out, so time and a new love can heal your heart.

Sri Sri said...

It's my story n my feelings
Every word
Thanks for sharing.

n BTW
The girl in the picture is supposed to be angry :)

Unknown said...

strong words, strong emotions...nominated your work!

Aditi Chauhan said...

@Jingle: Thanks!

Aditi Chauhan said...

@Andy: New love? Ain't that easy is it?

Aditi Chauhan said...

@Sri Sri: Glad I could capture it

Aditi Chauhan said...

@Ankush: Thanks! Where?