Letting Go.....

This blog has become the shoulder I can cry on ...!

Well I wonder how difficult can it be to let go something you thought made your world? It can't be impossible for sure! I mean deaths happen n people still move on.. This is just a fallout afterall.. How difficult can it get!

When the universe has twisted for you! When you feel blind and scared to move ahead! When it seems like you're in a huge ground all alone with nothing/ noone for miles! When you have crazy dreams! When you have sleepless nights! When you stop wanting to go out! When everything you do seems wrong! When......
But, I'm sure it can't be impossible to fight all this!

Its so difficult for the feeling to sink in!! I can't believe what happened did happen! I wish it dint! But then I know it happened for good..

I am so lost..I wonder where did the Real me leave the current me in this journey of life... I feel I'm someone else! Where's all that arrogance, attitude, anger, dynamism, strength gone.. I wonder.. Where is that me?

I behaved like a puppet at someone else's hand.. But again, i'm to be blamed.. How could I let myself go.. How could I become what I repent to be..

I wonder what went through me to get into this and change the way I thought.. But who am I to blame.. In fact why do I even bother about the blame. Its over now and I have a new life ahead. SHouldn't I be excited to look forward to it..

I did crib that I need time and space for myself..Now that I have all of it 24 hours in a day and 2000 sqft place alone, why am I scared?? Is it human to behave like this or is it me!

Man, so many questions unanswered......

Maybe I didn't treat you


Quite as good as I should have

Maybe I didn't love you

Quite as often as I could have

Little things I should have said and done

I just never took the time



You were always on my mind

You were always on my mind



Tell me, tell me that your sweet love hasn't died

Give me, give me one more chance

To keep you satisfied, satisfied



Maybe I didn't hold you

All those lonely, lonely times

And I guess I never told you

I'm so happy that you're mine

If I make you feel second best

Boy, I'm sorry I was blind



You were always on my mind

You were always on my mind



Tell me, tell me that your sweet love hasn't died

Give me, give me one more chance

To keep you satisfied, satisfied



Little things I should have said and done

I just never took the time

You were always on my mind.

New Job New Beginnings

Well I know its been long!!! So much has been  missed in between!

I will try and catch that up while I update on my current status...I have joined CNN International in their Sales department, Bombay.

Its been over a month now and I received my first pay cheque yesterday:-)

The last month has been pretty good. Lot of learning & fun!! I have the best colleagues one could ask for! N I say this knowing they're unaware of my blog:-)

End of an era (ALMOST)

Hey All,

Yes, this is to talk about the past two years I spent at this hill- top and its all coming to an end in a week, for good ofcourse!!
So much learning, so much anger, frustration, love, attachment. Man, its a mixed bag of feelings.Will pen all of it in my future post..

Ceeya till then all!

Super Pissed!!!!

This post is at the expense of sounding stupid! But ya, the truth remains- Life is a bitch n teaches u all that u wouldn't otherwise have learnt!!!!

I'm in this super pissed state of mind right now!!!!!!
There's nothing positive happening around me for quite sometime now, this place is getting to me, the people are!! I'm not able to attain a sense of mental peace! I wonder why?

There's so much in my head, its NOT funny...I sure am not the kind to get into depression but ya I'm irritated all the time for no reason! Least I expect is people close to me (Yes m talking to u!!!) to understand me n not push me to a level where I'd wanna just cut off with u..

My only solace is my sudden interest to blog again...Ahh, its indeed an amazing tool I must say.

P.S: Watch out for my new blog on all the travel stories, musts, do's & dont's, pictures,etc!!

Bangalore Musing!

Well, I've been hopping cities for a bit now.. Studied in one, worked in another, interned elsewhere and doing my masters in yet another.. Its been truly a journey especially so since I love travelling and meeting new people!

But there's been this one place I can't seem to get over! Its like there's a connection between us, a cosmic connetion- yes m talking abt Bangalore!!
N this is true to every Bangalorean I must say! Kris(a friend) once said, " The minute you land on the land of Bangalore from elsewhere, it gives u a warmth and welcoming feeling, a feeling of home!". There's just something about Bangalore that makes people sick here forever.

Like other cities, Bangalore is busy, chaotic, noisy, trafficky but unlike them its got a human touch!!I can talk to Bangalore! Bangalore runs this rush of adrenalin within you..
N for a party animal like me, its a perfect blend of work hard, party harder city with numerous options to choose from...

I know I know...Ur gonna tell me- 11:30 everything shuts so whats the point of options...

U know that sure is a bitch for every party animal in Bangalore also but these are things controlled by the authorities not many of us have a say in it. But the point to be noted here is, Bangloreans instead of ribbing, party harder (maybe start a lil earlier than other cities) but what the heck, how does it matter as long as we spend quality time even sitting at a cheap place like Pecos listening to ColdPlay/ Greenday instead of Himesh Reshammiya in an elite club of any other city till 3;-)

For all those who haven't been to Bangalore or don't know much, there are a variety of hangout places the city has to offer , following being some of them:

1. Java City


2. 13th Floor


3. Nyx


4. Pecos


5. Mojos


6. Stone


7. 1947


8. Beach


9. Kosmos


10. Fuga


11. Tavern


12. Cosmo Village


13. Nasa


14. Taika


15. Styx


16. Bull and Bush


17. Firangi Pani


18. F Bar


19. Athena


20. TGIF


21. Ruby Tuesday


22. Sutra


23. Purple Haze


24. Fusion


25. Hypnos


26. Stone


27. Blue Bar


28. Opus


29. Zero G


30. Mocha, etc.

P.S: This post was part of a HTML in class exercise but nevertheless, it just left me missing Bangalore like never before!